It's alright. ..Despite everything, it helps a bit.. to go over it again. To try and sort my thoughts out. Maybe, after a few days of clearing my head.. I'll be able to notice more that I didn't today.

[ they glance off again, quiet for a moment. ]

There isn't much left to it since we mostly fought back until the very end. [ one hand carefully touches their own shoulder, reaching just slightly for their back. ] ..Matsui was handling the boar with both of us aiding him. But, it ended up splitting into three, while I tried to lend some help to Kaveh and Nahida both who were getting cornered.

[ ... ] It's because of my distraction there that you tried protecting me. [ which is... where his death clearly comes in. ] Shortly after, I got ambushed by one boar from behind, the other in front...

[ which, when they had arrived and Fukuzawa offered to help them-- that was the most obvious injuries that can be seen as day. two large puncture holes on either side of Setsu's spine. if that hadn't been healed, they most definitely would have died. especially after all that blood loss. and the front injury.. well, their eye probably says enough. ] It started to go downhill from there. Shu got killed not long after trying to help Kaveh, Matsui and Nahida were both severely injured in that moment... Shenhe tried to take the lead and protect us but also died in the process.

[ it was... a bloody mess back to back. ]