..Yes. I'm just constantly haunted by the urge and thoughts of wanting to eliminate humans. So long as I stay within those loops where I'm infected, I can't get away from it.

[ the emotions that come from them are more akin to static. a mix of dread... guilt... some more tormented feelings. to go from being just yourself to something so twisted... as simple as a switch? it's terrifying. ] But.. at least there is no worry about Gnosia here.

[ of course, had there been.. it probably would have been obvious right away. ]