Yeah I get it's a strategy, but...I don't know. Wouldn't it have also made sense to have a discussion with you again before that? I guess maybe there just wasn't enough time before you had to put someone to sleep. [ still. he does not really seem impressed. ]

I think it's a good idea to hold on to as many good memories as you can for times like these. And for other tough decisions. Even if it didn't end exactly the way you wanted, there was still good in it. That counts for something.