It could be that... or maybe it's repeating through again, unless there's still.. someone else around who has yet to go on one. [ but im gonna be honest idfk who hasn't gone on one from the living at that point. my brain is fried ] Right, it was also... as if our side had an alternate life there too. At some point, I did have memories that were mine... but not actually mine.

[ a hand goes to their head, eyes closing tight as the memory still comes to mind. oof. having a happy and warm childhood with the rest of their team... something like that, would they have been as happy as it made it sound to be? ugh. head ouchy. they shake their head. ]

That would make sense. Though, I know when I mentioned a bit of it to Livio, he recognized the cult that we were involved with on our side.