westedge: ('Cause I might just say this once)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-27 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
First it was touching. Then it was wanting to be close to one person. Why is it constantly about being in someone else's space? [ he's also confused it's fine. ] Makes you wonder if we're going to just keep adding rules each week. And what happens if you follow one but not the other? Do you still get punished?
westedge: (In this sleepy state of Oregon)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-28 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know anybody who didn't actually follow last week's rule, so I can't even guess what the punishment would be. Most people probably didn't want to take a chance yet, but...I bet this'll change their minds. [ however, then he turns and gives them the most exhausted expression. ]

Let's not jinx us just yet, okay? Three's too many.
westedge: (Help me to decide)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-28 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ immediate alarm. ]

I didn't even think about losing points as an option, but that'd be like the perfect punishment. Especially when we don't even know how many points we're earning. Or how.

[ jiii...but it's fine. he seems to get distracted immediately and looks them over, blinking a little more out of surprise than anything else. ]

...uh. Yeah, sure? It's one way to clear the rule, right? Better to make sure we all take care of it, at least. [ and he just like. offers his arm? he's not sure how they want to do this. with the way he wears his clothes his forearms are always exposed anyway. ]
westedge: (You already know me)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-28 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ questions can come later after the bitening. which is to say, he hums in agreement to their statement. ]

Then I'd say that counts for something. [ he doesn't go off into a tangent of what affection can mean for people, the different levels of it and how it can vary for everyone. it doesn't matter. if a person thinks what they feel is affection, then that's good enough. he's not going to make this weird by overthinking even if the idea of biting anyone he has even slightly fond feelings for makes him want to perish for different reasons.

instead, setsu lightly bites his arm and he only gives a brief burst of surprise because he had been expecting it and still got jumpscared :amused: but it quickly fades to amusement at their own reaction. ]


Still weird though, right?
westedge: (Welcome to your life)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-28 09:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ truly meant :unamused: but okay whatever me. anyway. he picks up on their sudden worries and he's quick to shake his head. ]

No, no it was fine. It was kind of stupid, I knew it was happening but it still surprised me a little. I'm not used to people biting my arms. [ arm bites... but he has to think this over. ]

I think because it's weird is why it's a rule. It's to push us and see if we're going to follow through with it or not. A lot of people are going to struggle with this one, probably. [ also hugging might also be weird for some people even if this is infinitely worse. but with that said, he pauses a little as if to consider things before holding out a hand. ]

Are we cool with reciprocation? [ it's something they both have to do, and...it's a little easier with people he knows better. ]
westedge: (When they do)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-28 06:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the thing is no matter how much you trust a person, it's insanely weird. he knows this. biting can go one of two ways and he's not used to doing it just for potential points and following bullshit rules. but it's setsu, and he figures this is the way to play along. reciprocation. tit for tat. and all that.

he's careful when he takes their hand, and for a second he's just holding on to it to stall a little. ]


Also a good point. Makes it easier to figure out who's being targeted or not by these things, too. [ ...but with that, he just exhales quietly and carefully brings up their hand and arm, carefully clamping teeth around their hand. it's slow and zero pressure, but enough to count. ]

...couldn't really think of a better place to do it. Sorry.
westedge: (Everybody wants to rule the world)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-29 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ his shoulders sort of sag in relief once it's done. ]

One rule covered. Thanks, Setsu. At least this one didn't specify it has to be with someone on another team so that made it easier, too. [ he ponders on the rest though. ] The other rule shouldn't be too hard either.
westedge: (Feeling safe)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-29 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, gotta stick together, don't we? [ easy to consider, easy to do. at least for them. ] We should...probably at least try for one person we trust on another team, just in case. I don't want us caught off-guard because of some dumb unwritten rule. But it doesn't have to be today.

[ instead, he's moving tf on. ]

Have you thought about any ideas for the second one at all?
westedge: (Wasn't prepared to be read like Tolstoy)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-29 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ noooo. no uncertainty. he's not entirely sure what caused it, but there's a little flicker of curiosity that he doesn't address. ]

...not a bad way to do it. It just says to do something to remember the Erased, right? Pretty sure paying respects counts for that. [ ... ] We can go together if you want.
westedge: (Welcome to your life)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-29 06:16 am (UTC)(link)
Then let's get going. I...haven't really been back over there since Hikari died anyway, so I probably should, too. [ if only because it doesn't feel that right otherwise to just ignore it. ]
westedge: (And I wanna let you go)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-29 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ and so they set off on a leisurely walk. he doesn't seem to be focused on going very fast either. ]

Where do you think they actually are now anyway? I mean...we don't know they went anywhere or whatever but...what's the afterlife after the afterlife?
westedge: (I wanna see Tokyo)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-30 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. It would be. It's weird to think about them just not going anywhere after we've taken the time to try and get to know them, so it's like...a hope, I guess? That even if they aren't still around here somewhere that they were able to pass on somewhere safer and better for them. [ he keep shis hands in his pockets, emotions gently wavering to something thoughtful and melancholy. ]

I don't know. I've thought about it more than I should, probably. [ the afterlife. ]
westedge: (A winding road where strangers meet)

[personal profile] westedge 2023-06-30 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's here now.

anyway...it is a nice thing to hope for. ]


I've thought about asking the reapers for their opinion to hear it myself, but it feels too early and sudden to do it. Not while the game's still barely getting started. [ he thinks maybe they won't have a satisfactory answer, is what it is. ] Like...how do we know you wouldn't just go on to the next loop because that's what happens where you're from? How do we know I wouldn't just go somewhere else because that's what happens where I'm from? It's all a bunch of questions right now.

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